To the man who has allowed me the safety, freedom, and unconditional love to be myself exactly as I am: I will die loving you. You’re also a huge fucking pain in my ass, and I would not change a single thing about our journey. Thank you for sticking by me as I continue to evolve and find out who I am.
Category: In My Own Words
These are all my thoughts, opinions, and other things.
Abandonment Issues Triggered Over Driving Myself to the Airport
It's not the first time I've driven myself to the airport. It won't be the last. But I was supposed to have a ride, instead my abandonment issues went nuts at 3:30 this morning.
The Vice Grip In My Chest
I'm crumbling. All I know is that it feels like my lungs and heart are slowly being compressed in a vice grip I can’t shake. I can’t stop crying. But I can’t seem to start breathing.
Miscarriage: It’s Funny How Life Works Out
Life never works out the way I think it will. I never thought I would get pregnant. I ended up losing my baby and it's father, but one came back.
I Hate My Body, But It’s What I’ve Got
I don't see what other people see when they look at my body. I see a living reminder of every horrific thing men have done to it.
Seven Years Ago Tonight I Was Raped For the Last Time
Scrolling through Facebook's On This Day page, I was reminded that seven years ago tonight. I was raped for the last time.